Nothing yet!

So I've done my first day in menopause. What a breeze lol. If only! I'm very much aware that I haven't yet got much of a clue of what will happen, how noticeable it will be and what the seven shades of hell will actually do to me! Or perhaps it'll be great, just an ending to this almost constant pain, a dawning realisation that the aching isn't there anymore, the bloating that makes me so uncomfortable every day is no longer so bad...

A full day of having this fake stuff in me, the only thing I felt really was the blooming painful injection site, took my mind off the sciatica though, do guess that should be seen as a bonus. This morning it's really not obvious at all, even a quick prod and I'm not sure exactly where the needle went in, yesterday I could have pinpointed it at a hundred paces. If the rest goes this way then I think I shall be happy.  I'm going to note my cycle day so I can compare the before and after. Today is cycle day 7, this would normally be a little bit of left over sciatica, a little bit of toothache type aching in my left leg - that's pretty much what I have this morning so no change yet.  Pick up my patches prescription later today, think I will research these a little further before randomly slapping one on, I believe that the prostap can cause a surge of hormones to start with do I probably don't want to add a patch full of more just yet or I'll just be a heap of soggy crying tissues on the floor!

Was a little anxious last night, need to get a handle on that, it's affecting my swallowing and I get that whole choke thing going on, all a bit daft but not entirely sure how to deal with it yet as reading about it makes it worse! Oh dear, one to casually ponder for a while I think.