Now, the thing is, I have a bunch of stuff going on, but I've no idea if it's the Prostap or not. Last night and this, and through the day too, I have a thirst, more like a dry mouth, right at the back, like I've got several little dried out patches. Weird, but I have also had a bit of an icky throat going on today too, and as I did public transport on Wednesday (it doesn't happen very often) it could just be a bit of a cold bug thing and nothing to do with Prostap. But how would I know? Maybe the lovely ladies that also find themselves on this blooming injection all get a bit upset about it, just because of the circumstance, and then it becomes a side effect with a self fufilling prophecy - go on Prostap, get a bit depressed, maybe I'm starting a new side effect here, get a sore throat, when really it's a side effect of sitting on a bus with the great unwashed!
I made a decision today that I need to nip this anxiety thing in the bud before it gets any bigger. To that end I'm going to make the time to do things I want to do. Tonight for example I've had a lovely candle lit lavender oil bath with my calming music app playing. Not quite as relaxing as I imagined cause Molly was just being an absolute tonic. What a wonderful kitten she is, never fails to raise a smile, she decided to hit bubbles with her paws, dipped her tail in the water and then wondered where the dripping was coming from. So my relaxing was more like laughter therapy. Tomorrow I'm booked on a metal stamping course, to see if I can manage it with my insanely weak wrists - I hope so cause I'm a big fan of hand stamped jewellery, would be great to be able to create my own, would be a real addition to my etsy store (shameless plug coming up - Laylah Stone Jewellery - also on Facebook).
And on that note I shall end as Molly has come for a goodnight cuddle so she'll be sat on my iPad if I don't switch off!
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